The Finest Thing Around
Brendon/Ryan
PG13
9800+ words
AU
Note: Written for quietplains for the popoffacork summer exchange.

( the finest thing around )

More Beautiful (than you could dream)
Jon/Brendon
PG
4,000+ words
Future fic
Note: There's the most wonderful show on Discovery Health channel called Adoption Stories. If you get a chance to watch an episode, you really should. A few years ago I decided that someday I was going to write Jon and Brendon's adoption story. This is that. Maybe it's because life is kind of messy, but I burst into tears writing this. In a happy way. Maybe take that into consideration before reading.

( I want to tell you now, it'll be alright )

This Kind of Love
Brendon/Jon
NC17
4,100+ words
Warning: crossdressing, underwear fetish
Note: in the same universe as Nothing Quite Like JUST PORN.
First entry for Kink Bingo. Prompt: rimming/felching.
My Bingo card



( This Kind of Love )

The Ones You Call Home
Jon/Spencer (Ryan/Brendon)
Bandom
AU
R
28,000+
Summary: High school AU
Warning: Spencer is sixteen in this and becomes involved in a relationship with Jon, who is eighteen. Please take this into consideration.
Notes: Written for bandombigbang Thank you so much to the mods not only for their tireless efforts in organizing the giant that is BBB but also for their infinite patience with me.
I failed so hard at this. My artist and fanmixers had a HUGE disadvantage because what they had to work with was a fragmented, shitty piece of a story and yet they gave me beautiful pieces and mixes. Thank you so much.
Thank you endlessly to bubbleforest for being my cheerleader.
Please feel free to email me if you have criticism or notice things that should be tweaked/fixed.

part one | part two | part three

Mixes:
My Heart Stops Every Time by unrequited_rain
Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You: a high school romance mixtape by kuperkeikka
It's You I Want to Kiss by queen_geek

Art:
"Jon," Spencer whispered, "what are you doing?" by impromptu_love

Master Post

part one | part two

( part three )

Edit: Some thoughts about the way this ended

Just a Bet
Spencer/Ian Crawford
R
285 words

( Just a Bet )

Untitled
Jon/Brendon
PG13
110 words

( Untitled )

If You Feel You Can
Jon/Spencer
PG13
550 words
Mentions of D/s play

( If You Feel You Can )

If You Only
Jon/Spencer
PG13
185 words

Note: Some days, like today, after working eleven hours, writing is like pulling teeth and the last thing I want to do. But I made a pact with myself to write at least 100 words a day and put it here. I've had this idea in my head for a long time now and eventually I want to write out the whole thing. This is it for now.

( If You Only )

Goodnight Sweetheart
Jon/Spencer
PG
300 words
Note: I was feeling schmoopy. This is set in the universe from Baby the Skies Will Be Blue a few years in the future. I have big plans to write an epic sequel. Someday. For now this is just a silly snapshot.

( Goodnight Sweetheart )

Couldn't Be Better Now
Spencer/Patrick
R
1,340 words
Note: A really long time ago I asked for Five Times prompts. shutyourface asked for five times Spencer and Patrick had sex on the Nintendo Fusion Tour. This is just one of those times.

( Couldn't Be Better Now )

We could fly, you and I
Five kisses
Brendon/Ryan
PG13
1,055 words
Note: Part of my goal of writing/posting fic every day in January.

I started this for pau494's birthday, wrote about 100 words and abandoned it. It's completely different now, but it's still for Paula. I love you, darling. ♥

( We could fly, you and I )

But Then Again, I Might
Brendon/Jon
R
11,000+ words
Notes: Written for ignipes as part of a holiday exchange. ♥ ♥ ♥

Thank you to exsequar and shutyourface for looking at this in its beginning stages and huge thanks to fiddleyoumust for the amazing beta and advice. And thanks to foxxcub for putting this exchange together and being patient with my inability to meet to deadlines.

( But then again, I might )

Tagged by kikiduck: The rules are that for eight days you have to post something that made you happy that day. Tag eight people to do the same.

Tagging: sweetrecovery, loveflyfree, keeplistening, azewewish, pau494, meinnim, sunktheglow, nobodygirl

What made me happy today was I finally got into a comfortable groove with this exchange story I'm writing. It's due at the end of the week and I was so painfully blocked but I started writing a little bit earlier and now it's just sort of coming out in pieces that I actually like. It's Jon/Brendon and it's future fic and road trip fic and domestic fic all rolled into one and it's a little angstier than what I usually write but it's fun to write like this, unrequited love leading to the inevitable Happy Ending.

I'm just sort of stressing out about it because I wish I had more time, I think it wants to be longer than I have time for. But yay to actually liking what I'm working on.

I really (REALLY) love making lists and the other day I had this weird idea to make a Panic-related list.

This took me all afternoon and I feel vaguely stupid about it.

But! It was FUN.

So.



(very image and video heavy)

( 100 Favorite things about Panic at the Disco: a list in pictures )

In conclusion, I love their precious faces. I'm sure I left out lots and lots, feel free to tell me what I missed :DDD

That was so pathetic I just want to punch myself in the face. If you saw that, I'm sorry.

Because I'm poor, I couldn't get Panic's Live in Chicago, however, thanks to summertea who made my whole life, I have now seen it and I am so in love with their precious faces, it's like falling in love with them all over again. There is so much to love, I don't know where to start.


My love for the BFF, let me show you it. And Spencer's smile could cure all the ails in the world.

( more of my favorite moments )

I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER OMG.

Last year I made a Panic mood theme and while I love it, I've been getting bored with it. And since then there have been hundreds of new pictures so I decided to make a new one. And since I went through the work of uploading it to my server, I thought I'd share it if anyone wants to use it. I have more space and bandwidth than I'll ever be able to use so I'm happy to host it so you don't have to spend time uploading 130+ images.




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( Installation instructions )